How

How did it happen that a month ago today, I was living my normal life, feeling pretty good and things had been going smoothly lately -- to this? How long had that thing been in there, and how did I not notice it earlier? I mean it was pretty big. It didn't hurt, but still. Can it really be that I am sitting here at 2:00 am, Unable to sleep because my side is hurting from where my breast used to be? This is not supposed to happen to me. And how can it be that it's been a month already? I didn't even notice till I typed that first sentence.